its sad things had to go down this way and thats really sunk in for me recently. I am over being mad about it. It is the way it is and its not going to change and is probably going to be all over more sooner than later. I wish Jordan would have stayed on and got a day job during the week and had it just been a weekend band which it pretty much is and has been for a while anyway. That would have been a way better option in my opinion. I wish I had $5,000 because I would rent a sick outdoor venue and pay them each $1,000 to play a day set then a night set and late night set. But it ain\'t happenin. The fire is slowly going out. The epicness has been squashed. The dream is dead. Live and let die. Life goes on. On to bigger and better things in the future for all us. Much love and thanks to the band and bfam.