apparently the dosing people unwillingly was a different point in time, its hard to remember the timeline of bobby panza as it happened, but i\'m putting the pieces back together. here\'s a delusional rant about his being banned indefinitely from tdb shows(this dates back to 2008):
Dear Phriendly Ph1shers,
I will report to you that the majority of the Disco Biscuit fan base are heavy liars. You should take what they say about me with large grains of salt. I know who\'s behind my banning and even that was created on lies. That is okay with me, for now. Everything that happens around me and this scene I use for my assignment. I knew NYE 07-08\' was going to be my final event. Knowing that, I wanted to leave a certain mark on the scene. The stereotypes revolving around the DB community are true. My mission was to find out why as I raged some music. It was one amazing ride I will not soon forget.
My adventures with this scene will be revealed, eventually. You might hear negativity towards me, but that is only because of the final end results. I am a journalist and a lot of what I did was gather information. Information which incriminates a large number of people as liars, cheaters, drug dealers and common degenerates. What confused me most was how many groups of fans had a lot of evil back story involving deceit and betrayal. Yet they still shared hotels and planned trips together.
I had a lot of fun at the Disco Biscuits shows. I attended these shows alone and did not go looking to make friends. I started going alone because nobody I knew liked the group. Nobody took them seriously. Back in high school The Disco Biscuits were a big joke. I went because I am deep into the music world and I heard negative things and positive things about them. I was going to make my own judgments.
When I went to these shows I got really turned on. I connected to the music with zero distractions and reached the Omega Point Bill Walton described when he saw The Dead. When this happened people were turned onto my energy and engaged me. I will also tell you I am a children\'s poet. When people engaged me and learned I was a children\'s writer they were very fascinated with me. I instantly became a hit and was pulled into group circles. What I found over time was disturbing and after many years of researching I was drawing a lot of the same conclusions. This was a bad scene for me to be associated with any longer.
I love the Disco Biscuits music and respect every member of the band. Even though one of them tried stealing from me. I caught him in the act and it was a touchy situation for both of us; He was embarrassed and I HAD to play it off because I didn\'t want to get angry and lose my connection with him. It was difficult being passive aggressive for so long but I did it well until I knew I was ready to go. It\'s better to burn out than to fade away. You will someday hear the tales of my final tDB run: An elaborate plan that evoked my acting background. That and much more.
I still love and respect a good number of the Disco Biscuits fans. Also, A super select group knew the work I was into and understood the way I had to do it. My only regret is that some fans now believe our relationship was a sham. That\'s not true. Everything that I said and did on tour with all of them was real. At the same time, because of this kind of work; Secrecy of my job was of the utmost importance, for obvious reasons. The ones angry with me know they have something to lose.
Let me clear something else up. NYE had a circus theme. I was offering $100 to anyone who could hit Keller with a tiny box of cereal. I had a lot of fun playing games with the fans on tour. I knew nobody was going to hit Keller with the box. We were too far away for the box to build enough velocity when it was thrown. Just like a carnival game! A great prize but virtually no chance of winning it. The only reason I created the game was because I didn\'t think KW was doing a good job. His act tired me. I created the game to get some buzz going. You should have seen it. Kids scrambling looking for cereal boxes to try and hit KW. The fun was back. Someone said to me, "You\'re just as much a part of this show as the band is." I do not agree but hearing it is great to document.
I told you about security dragging me out of the venue on NYE... I was punched for walking past a check point. I pushed it to the limit after it happened; I was MAD. If I didn\'t get serious and perhaps make it extreme and get to the bottom of it, security would continue to think they could get away with treating the audiance like that. I could see them treating a Biscuits fan like that. Most are no good bandicoots. I blame whoever else, that was doing whatever else before me. In the end I was apologized to and the security guard was sent home and later fired when I followed up with the venue.
"Rage It and Keep It Real."
With Love From the Observatory,
Ghostwriter
PS: Berko Still Sucks
