Author Topic: In need of some good vibes...  (Read 5402 times)

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« Reply #45 on: February 24, 2009, 09:03:32 pm »
I\'m going to try for Saturday, not looking good with my grandmother, but I\'ll try...  Definitely if TB ever makes it back to NJ...
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« Reply #46 on: February 24, 2009, 09:15:25 pm »
Quote from: FreeSpirit;220863
hmmm. how \'bout a few midget hookers, ellis-d on lights, and a few fungi\'s? ;)  :lol: oh, wait, you\'re married with children ;)

jk, thanks for the thoughts, ryan and... I hope you make it to a bfast show sometime in the next decade, brotha!


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« Reply #47 on: February 24, 2009, 09:59:55 pm »
i hope to see you soon so i can give you the biggest hug ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also a good laugh with a yearbook from the early 90\'s xoxoxox
maybe the sun will shine today...
the clouds will roll away..
maybe i wont be so afraid..
i will understand that everything has its plan...
either way...

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« Reply #48 on: February 25, 2009, 09:08:42 am »
way to keep the positivity in such a trying time, robyn! i know its hard, and probably isn\'t around all the time, but its good to see that you\'re at least still positive so far! if there\'s anything we can do, just let us know!! (i used to have a line on a midget hooker... well, more just a midget slut, but i\'m sure she\'d take a couple bucks for her troubles if you insisted... but i\'ve lost her number it seems)

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« Reply #49 on: February 25, 2009, 11:51:30 am »
Robyn, my thoughts are with you and your mom. It\'s hard to stand by and witness something like this, I know, but you are in a terrific mindset and you can draw strength from that. :Hugs!!:

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« Reply #50 on: February 25, 2009, 04:18:13 pm »
Hang in there, this is really tough.
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« Reply #51 on: February 25, 2009, 05:19:07 pm »
((((((((((((((vibes))))))))))))))))
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« Reply #52 on: February 26, 2009, 12:48:57 am »
positive vibrations...

robyn, way to keep your head up- wishin you the best
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« Reply #53 on: February 26, 2009, 05:23:35 am »
aw, just saw this for the first time and only read robyns first post. (Although while scrolling down this page I think I saw the phrase midget hookers?) :wtf2: :lol:

hope you\'re doing ok robyn! :)
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« Reply #54 on: February 26, 2009, 07:17:08 am »
:lol: Thanks everyone!  I\'m not really too bummed about the situation, since my mom has been so strong during the whole ordeal.  Don\'t get me wrong - it makes me sad to know she will not be here but crying/whining/etc. will not help the situation out.  Instead, I\'ll keep going forward and smiling until there\'s a reason not to!  Btw, I am ser bummed about the shortage on midget hookers in Ct  ;)
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« Reply #55 on: February 26, 2009, 08:37:01 am »
I\'m sure that you can find some in Bridgeport :duck:
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« Reply #56 on: February 26, 2009, 05:15:01 pm »
...or New Jersey! ;)
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« Reply #57 on: February 26, 2009, 05:36:39 pm »
Robyn- I love you and am thinking about you.
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« Reply #58 on: June 18, 2009, 10:36:43 pm »
An update on my mom...

Things are looking pretty dire as of right now.  Probably days, not longer.  She\'s been in a delirium, heavily sedated state, yet also in a "terminal restlessness" in the past few days.  It\'s so weird seeing a parent (pillar of strength) in a weak, vulnerable state.  The docs are saying that this will be the last stage before she passes, and I\'m kind of scared.  

Even with all the warning and preparation, I don\'t think anything can get a person ready for losing a parent.  I\'m hoping she\'ll wake up in the next few days and be responsive enough for me to tell her everything that\'s been going through my mind.  

Like, it\'s funny, there\'s a billboard that I pass by (near the Q bridge) everyday.  It says:  "Did you feel that bump?  Cancer kills.  Check yourself"  It makes me wonder - if she\'d seen that billboard a year ago, if things might have been different?

:idunno: I dunno, I\'m rambling, but I guess I\'m glad I got to see her for these last few months and say goodbye.
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« Reply #59 on: June 18, 2009, 10:47:52 pm »
robyn. fuck.  i am so sorry to hear this.  my heart is sinking reading this.  i wish i had some comforting words for you, but the truth is - cancer is HEARTLESS, and it will steal from you that which you hold most dear, with no apologies.  

i had to say goodbye with my mom at a time when her lucidity was limited.  it\'s the most impossible thing i\'ve ever had to do, and it haunts me still.

though, i don\'t know if i could have done it if she was herself (also a pillar of strength, the strongest person i\'ve ever known).  

how do you say goodbye?  it\'s just an impossible thing to do.  i can only wish you strength and and offer you love.
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