Cheer up and be well, joc! According to Newton, whatever goes down must also go up, so this should be time to celebrate - things can only improve in your life right now
If James is no longer around, it will definitely improve your life somehow too, it\'s just all in the cards. Best wishes, hun!
Btw, I just had to google "coccidia" and it turns out that it\'s very common in puppies, and treatment is easy. Good news!