I had a DUI a few years back. I drank the night before, sleep it off, drove in the morning and still got arrested. Luckily, I didn\'t go to jail or worse kill myself or someone else, but I did lose my license for a year, had to take outpatient care. The fines were enormous, stress was outrageous, and the whole situation definitely put my life on hold for a whole summer. I couldn\'t go to shows, and was basically stuck in my house all summer. I could only drive one day a week at a specified time of the day. In NY they will offer you a conditional license so you can drive to work, but, since you work with children and need to drive them, I don\'t know how they will treat these situation.
Personally, I have no sympathy for people who go out to a bar with the intention of drinking and driving home afterwards. Now, I don\'t know your situation, but those people just piss me the fuck off. And for all the times people drive drunk and don\'t get caught, they will eventually if they continue to do so and who knows what kind of damage they will cause.
With that being said, I wish you best Joc. I understand what you\'re going through and it can be tough for sure. Keep on keeping on, things will get better